Can I ever see snow?

Who can give you salvation if your heart acts the direct opposite of your mind? Even if you desperately didnt mean to?

Disappointment.

Getting much weaker by day. Gotta catch up soon.
Tougher by day. Consistency is the key to the future.

苦恼。

不到最后， 就绝对不是放弃的时候。为什么两人相爱必须那么复杂。

搞不懂。

信任不能解决一切吗？

难道问题是我付出不够吗？

怎么搞的。

 

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A grave mistake i’ve made.
A heavy price to pay.
When words cannot salvage everything thats done,
We can only hope for miracle.

New Year Resolution 2011!!

Merry X’mas everyone!  Been long since i last update this weblog! Lets get down to business..

Resolution for year 2011:

1) Pick up my dusty old guitars and start practicing again!
2) Spend more time with family and friends.
3) Get into a Uni with decent course.
4) Keeping fit!
5) Embrace shortcomings and challenges ahead.

Sums up what i’m gonna achieve in the oncoming year! Only 5 stuffs, pretty easy isnt it?

Happy holidays! *wink!*

 

The Big Question.

Someone said that its hard to get from a lower tier to a higher tier if you starts off late. Especially in education, reading takes years. Is that unacheivable? Nothing really keeps my spirit up this days, not even my own birthday.. The unexplainable phenomenon.

What do I really want?

Regrets

I could have done better in Sec school and be in a JC.
I could have known better and chose a course not base on points, but relevance.
I could have studied more so as to secure a place in Uni.

I could have….

Now that all is done, would business intrigue me? No time to waste..
START STUDYING!!!

):

Newfound.

Ever since commissioned, suddenly, a few dates became important to me. Dates like 27th and 11th marks significant in my life for the 1st time. There were days that I could smile for the whole day or get depressed all of a sudden for minor problems. National Service suddenly became extra painfully long and weekends became extra precious and unseemly shorter. Trust and magnanimity is vital for this to carry on. Nevertheless, the decision made would never be regretful to any of the party.

Even though there always seem to have a time limit, to live each day with evergreen happiness will never change. Enjoy present, Decide later.

Mr Nice Guy.

Too much of an instances have i heard about being too nice..
Too much of a time had i heard from friends that advised to be sharper and decisive..

Have i caught onto the wrong signals? The one that has been giving me much hope and bliss? Since when does initiative derived from lust? The context of the conversation was deviated to defensive, sometimes obvious hints of rejection. Guess it dwells down to me for being so “morally upright” and abiding much on my ethics.

Is it not right to be nice? Whatever happen to that light which would eventually triumph over the darkness? Can anyone teach me how to be meaner or a badass?  ….

Indescribable feeling. :X    After been through much, the big day is finally coming next month.

Gonna pack up my room.