Tap water.

A new chapter of my life began to unfold, as i return from the trip of brunei and learnt much. Kranji camp would be my new home for the next 21 weeks. 1 hour more or so to my book in and i have yet to set the mood to booking in. There seems to be much things to do on my leisure time. Ironically what i have been doing is just lazing around. 海派甜心 is a good show and make me waste couple of tissue packets.

Hey you know what?           I miss you.

Gee Gee!

Take me back to lvl6 mp lab.

Block Leaf.

2 more days. I will be aboard a plane bound to overseas exercise of socjoc in brunei. The threacherous terrain and the horrendous weather is the last thing i wanna know about that god forsaken training ground.

Yes, i have finished to near 3 months of my service term in OCS and would be carrying on my legacy as a logistic officer to be! Theoverwhelming joy and excitement of hearing the near exercise-free vocation means i do not need to chiong sua anymore! However, the news of inbound to brunei is too fast for me to conceive. 10 days of hell including navigation and river crossing, i wonder if i can make it.

Life is ironic. When i am in camp, i yearn to book out; however, when i am out, I dont know what to do. Having my block leave now is sian to the max when i’hve got nothing to do. Celebrated Leslie’s, Elaine’s and CL’s birthday at the new year countdown last night at Joanna’s house. Played mahjong and watch movie till wee hours. Felt bad that leslie didnt get his present, gonna buy one for him in the near date.

Starting to think that joining OCS is a decision that i never regretted making and amazed by myself how much i can push to exceed my limit. I have also met wonderful friends in my service term, also met all kind of personality.

Complacency and Gungho.

OH YA! I met a 洪诗 lookalike! kan cute can.

Tranquility

Transient joy.

As much as i forsee things to come my way, depression seems to be always by my side. In the blink of an eye, I have been in ocs for almost 1 and a half months. Looking back, initially I wasnt really interested in OCS and just wanted to take anything that comes my way. However, now is not the case.. i must be more self motivated + disciplined in order to keep moving on and not disappointing friends and family.

I learned to utilize time in OCS effectively so as to meet impossible timings, and to take a step a day; each day. My aim for now is to learn as much as i can so as to maximize my time in OCS. While we yearn so much for bookout, it seems to short for us; especially after confinement and having another confinement again. Before i know it, I still have only a few more hours to book in and would have to face the harsh reality soon.

Nevertheless, I still have to face it and I am thankful for all the friends i have around me that have been supporting me all along. Hope I can survived this 10 days. wish me luck. ):

OCS.

Gonna get in tml liao.. suddenly miss my family and friends alot. Hope you guys will stay safe and happy..

Bye all!

Lucky or Unlucky?

Missed my passing out parade on sep 8 due to Influenza A. Abit of regretful not able to go out with my section ppl at all even tho we spend so much time together for the past 4 months. Been thankful and happy to be in Scorpion company for my bmt period.

Received my posting order yesterday and was abit shock at the results. I was posted to Officer Cadet Course (OCS) instead of SISPEC which is renowned for its xiongness. Have been really hesitant in going in OCS as i fear that i cant take the xiongness inside.. the thought of run up and down, changing parade, kena gan for every single thing. It sucks. While people are harping to go to OCS, i really wanna just a simple life. ):

3wks of confinement… bye ppl…

zzzz….

Reluctance.

FIELDCAMP

It wasnt fear or anything.

Its just unwillingness to leave my comfort zone.

What weak-willed human i am.

Thoughts of 2 wks confinement.

Not exciting.

Very.

Fear.

I fear of the unknown.
I fear of the dark.
I fear of the danger.
I fear of the anticipation.
I fear of the thoughts.
I fear of the unthinkable.
I fear of you.

060709

Hours later.. i would be back in tekong once again.. last week of extended training ends today.. Whats left would be the normal curriculum of BMT..

Felt that become a little bit “stupid” since i came out of tekong.. Thats what we call the tekong syndrome.. damnit. Became more and more bored of NS. When can i escape from this vicious routine? zzz.

Being dispatch to “S” coy in tekong.. “S” stands for Slack. Everyday can sleep, play, eat and exercise.. lmao.

Friends.. ask me out when i book out please.. i fking bored..